Two lives for every person. One usual, physical life, till the grave comes calling. The second, till the last person that knew and loved you forgets you. #WarMemorial #Nandanam #Chennai #WorldWar1 #LateNightContemplation #ParallelLines #Headstones #Diagonal #GlobeLillies #Sunset #Thoughts #LateNight
Trying to work harder on getting ready for the week for a more efficient dmo [daily mode of oporation] and having better time management! And i can say i am not 💯💯 exactly where i wanna be but closer!! Once i master □Dmo and □Better time management not only my business but my life will thank me!! This is all so i can reach my goals easier, and its all for my family. They give me my strength 💪💪 #latenightcontemplation #mywhys #blessedbeyondbelief #ilovewhatido #dmowillbeonpoint #happyhippymama #sahwm #reachhigher #changelives #allnaturalgoesin #allnaturalcomesout
Missing the trail tonight and battling insomnia. I've been searching for a house for the last 2 months trying to plant roots while simultaneously scheming to come up with a plan where I could hit the road frequently. Obsessing over airstreams and westfalias while longing for a bungalow with built-ins. I'm a bit of a contradiction but I don't know any other way to be so I work (and lose sleep) to build a life that is uniquely and completely me. #latenightcontemplation #insomnia #ithinkivepostedthispicturebefore #pct #sopretty #wanderer
//I thrive on finding myself wrong every time.// Maybe if it matters to me and it doesn't matter to you but you matter to me so I think over why it matters to me and I somehow think I'm a bit crazy to over sensitize myself and I try to shrug it off and be like you. I try to numb and press my veins. You ask why I look fucked but I'm really just trying to keep it constant like you. I try to be you I struggle I always think I'm wrong. But maybe, maybe you don't feel me as much as I feel you. #LateNightContemplation #Realizations #Matter #Sensitivity #TimeLapsingInHell #Forcefuldecisions #ego #hafsahayee #shades #awakenings #clocks #bittersweet #symphonies #sylvia #raw #Packing #writers #poetry #art #colors #writing #poetsofinstagram
It's a lot to process when you hear Women's rights are being challenged and you start to have feelings of uncertainty and hopelessness. I read Cloth Lullaby shortly after the incredible Women's Marches all over the US. This quote from Louise Bourgeios made me feel a little more at ease and reminded me of the undeniable strength women have. Go ahead, bash us. But we will always repair. • • • #beaspider 🕷 #happyinternationalwomensday #beboldforchange #beboldforchange2017 #thefutureisfemale #latenightdoodling #latenightcontemplation #louisebourgeois #clothlullaby #beautifulbook #beautifulbookcover 💙 #lovelyillustrations
what does it mean to make love? what does it look like to make love? how does it feel to make love? what is beyond the pleasure? is there heart? is there soul? is there mutual love? i think such a concept as this only commemorates a response if spoken through experience and intention. love making transcends logic. it transcends analysis. it transcends what the human language has consulted to create. such a love cannot exist within the realm of language. this really fucks me up at night, but uncertainty is a strip tease for the mental dimension. lets take this journey somewhere special. let me tap into what you have been hiding. what is it beyond your skin? how it is that i make you feel? what is it you see when you envision me? am i a shiny new toy to you or am i an antique? is this only for the evening? is this only for eternity? is it my love that disables your academic vortex to collapse in the state of such unconditional amazement? could i be the catalyst that mentally, emotionally, and spiritually evolves you into the Highest version of you? can you make love without making love? what part of me do you want to take with you when the memory of me dissolves into pure nothingness? what will you leave me with? what will i create from the ashes you have left me with? will i become an alchemist and transform your debris into a refreshment? or will i become a product of your destruction? the latter is not an option. if you choose to wrap me under such wickedness, then this will be the last you have heard of me. every moment may or may not be the last you have heard of me, so treat me as i am. treat me as i want to be treated. i do not care as to how you want to treat me. our love language must mold as one to flourish within this corruption. never will i allow a label of a long-lost lover to be maced onto my mind, body, and spirit. the union of the divine trinity will perish the evils you have left me to resolve. so i will walk. i will walk toward my resurrection, and you will never see me again as i once saw myself with you. you will not be able to decifer the fire in my eyes the next time, for this fire was never yours to tame.
Paint it blue, paint it black, paint it green, who gives a shit? We all look like the same clowns, deceived by love and happiness, living in an endless search for that myth, only to blow up in regret by the end. Being a madman doesn't come without perks, but dying by a mask of coercion does. #Latenightcontemplation #Anger #Cinema #Pierrotlefou #Fuck
Late night contemplation. What I need now is piles of fabrics, good sewing machine or at least my best condition of pair of hands. May Lord let me have those and wear jilbab in no time. May Lord recrute more women to cover themselves as the way He pleases. May Lord bless this country and its people. May Lord benedict every parents of daughter and daughters. May the daughters and our daughters become more and more modest, in real life and in social media. May daughters have a strength to leave the unnecessary. #jilbab #jilbabfrench #jilbabfrancais #abaya #latenightcontemplation #schema #pattern #sewing #modest #bebetter #letsfightthebad #letsleavetheunnecessary if you want to have the full version of the pattern, please let me know. Si vous aimerez d'avoir la version complete, il faut me signaler svp.
Time is a one-way street. Human relations are at crossroads. Sometimes we get so engrossed with ourselves, with other people, that we get into accidents with our existences. When that happens, we feel like stopping to a halt altogether; but if we truly succeeded in so doing, we would have only been survived by our own heartbreaks. #latenightcontemplation
Do you ever stop and look around, to realize that you've been living the same life for an exponential amount of time? Begin to look at the world through a different scope and really think about what you're living for, and what your true purpose is in this controlled chaos, distortion and phoniness that engulfs us. #Latenightcontemplation #irregularreleaseofinfo
Guess you was right when you put it like that, I know now, I get the point, I hear you loud and clear, All this time I've been playin' your side, I could have done better shit with my life, To waste my time on you, Got to move on cause you got me fucked up, I am confused from this point on trust nobody, yeah Out of my body, blowin' my fuse out Devil, please cut me loose, yeah, please cut me loose... #sza #2am #thinkingofyou #thinking #fuckedup #bnw #selfie #blackandwhite #blackandwhitephotography #selfportrait #latenight #latenightcontemplation #contemplation
City of stars Are you shining just for me? City of stars There's so much that I can't see Who knows, Is this the start of something wonderful and new? #welcome2017 #contemplating #willimakeithappen #onlyfoolscandreambig #onlyfoolscanmakeit #latenightcontemplation
The mind drifts and drifts to friends and family lost. Sometimes, it feels almost like a dream... Have we come as far as we have always hoped? Where love is love and people are treated respectfully? It seems so. It seems so. And the years have turned the chapters. My beloveds have found love and wedded and created beautiful families. Sometimes, it seems like a dream. There was a time when such a simple thing was thought never to be outside of whispers slipped secretly. Love is so beautiful. Such tenderness. Such passion. Such empathy. We must spread that feeling, that bond, daily. The days are fleeting and it's anyone's guess how much time we are given. What point is there to existing without living? We are the children of stardust and light. We must shine brightly before the veil falls. And he said, "You're a hole in my life. A black hole. Anything I place there cannot be returned. I miss you terribly. Ci vedremo lassu, angelo." #poetry #verses #love #lovefreely #spendingtimetogether #fleetingmoments #latenightcontemplation #defuniaksprings #livepresently
Posting a self-portrait might not be a good view in your instagram feeds but at least, it's a proper prolog before reading this caption. These past few weeks have been so unpredictable. A lot of things going on, involving every bit of my emotion there. I've been through my happiest days but also my darkest days when I feel like I'm helpless. There have been people who went away, also people who come. All of this are shaping me to become what God wants me to be. And I'm truly grateful that He's always here; to make me perceive myself as His precious belonging. Credits to @voxaltus #latenightcontemplation
#latepost Aling-aling waterfall, Singaraja. Nowadays, as we know all, the more beautiful the place, the more rough the path it would take. But in the end, it's the journey that makes the the destination worth it. #latenightcontemplation #bali #scenery #nature #beauty #indonesia #travel #islandlife #indobackpacker #weekend #friends #holiday #trek #waterfalls
I had the worst night at the #gym in a LONG time. So bad, that when I left, I just sat and starred at an empty parking lot 😐 . I don't like those nights or days when you go into the gym pumped, but your body isn't up to speed with your mind 😔 . Moments like these, I just need to take a step back, reevaluate how I'm doing things in both training and in the kitchen, take a day off, rest, and walk back into the gym like it was a bad dream. . Sleep well folks. I'm finally heading to bed😴 . #babybear #powerlifting #powerlifter #intraining #latenightworkout #latenightcontemplation #helpme #helpmegain #bodyissues #musclepain #sore #soremuscles #sotired #bedtime
sometimes you need to surrender to the present moment and allow yourself to be happy. forget the external. return to what is within you. it is so easy to get sidetracked, but what matters most is that eventually you find a way back. flow, let it go, and do not dwell in the past. how complex we mold such a simple concept. break it down, and center yourself. this world is too beautiful for you to be consumed in distracting, destructive, and unhealthy thoughts that simply lead nowhere. do not defend them. thoughts are just thoughts. you are the creator of your construction. you are in control of your healing. nothing else matters at this point but your mental/emotional/spiritual stability and your well-being. we must never stray from this. #latenightcontemplation #awareness #observation #healing
he read a lot. he used a lot of big words. i think maybe part of what got him into trouble was that he did too much thinking. sometimes he tried too hard to make sense of the world, to figure out why people were bad to each other so often. a couple of times I tried to tell him it was a mistake to get too deep into that kind of stuff, but Alex got stuck on things. he always had to know the absolute right answer before he could go on to the next thing. ~Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild. #intothewild #christophermccandless #alexandersupertramp #society #humanbehavior #judgment #control #understanding #latenightcontemplation
Mulling over a not so kind note left on my front door and pulling together my thoughts for a blog post blog about it. Because we've all experienced rudeness at the hands of others but I believe gracious responses are within reach. It's a double-stuffed-oreo and prayer kinda night.
I started trying to live by this principle in university. I realized that some choices inhibited my future ability to choose. When I feel like I'm trapped or the future looks narrow and limited, I can usually trace back and find a choice that set me on a path of restricted opportunities. Thankfully, it's never too late to change my path by making a new choice. #freetochoose #notfreefromconsequences #bigdecisionday #latenightcontemplation #peaceful #freakingout #imadichotomy
When your studio takes over your entire living space you KNOW it's time for the next step. Remember the last time you outgrew your space, your skin, your life, or your relationships? Breaking out of your comfort zone may be just what you need ❤️
I am so sick and tired of people, especially the ones I barely know, always asking me if I have a boyfriend or husband or whatever. I use to say to that: my personal life is no one's business, unless I make it my business to talk to you about it, but now I just laugh. My question is does it really matter if I'm in a relationship with someone, man woman or a fucking polar bear? I mean how does that affects who I am as a person? The fact that I'm dating or single, married or divorced, gay or straight, will it make a difference in how I am viewed by society? Why do you have to judge anyone, especially women, by their personal life status? How about you form your opinion based on someone's intelligence and personal identity not their personal life. I never really cared about what others think of me but this is just annoying. Don't get me wrong I am probably the biggest love believer you'll ever know, I just have a different view on relationships. Let me put it this way. I don't believe in 'The other half'. I believe that every single person is a whole, one piece, with two legs, two hands, two wings and ONE heart not half! Love has many faces but true love doesn't imply dependence. Love is freedom. Possession and dependence is selfish and exhausting. I would never what to be defined by my partner or by the absence of one. So to all of those that are worried about others personal life, don't bother cuz IT'S NON OF YOUR GODDAMN BUSINESS! #ThingsThatDriveMeCrazy #latenightcontemplation
Plotinus one of my fav thinkers, actually, no...a mystic; that is more what he was in my opinion, mystic wisdom amongst rational men : a purity of thought, heart, and mind an understanding of the divine which some of us can only ever wish for 💙 #plotinus #mystic #theone #lifeforce #concsiousness #latenightcontemplation #philosophy #seekinggod
we are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars. -oscar wilde
at night, when light ceases, will you tell me who you are? I only ask because you look like dust who used to be a star. -bee-the-poet ... how the fuck do people find the right words?